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September 27th, 2025 - 4:53am
Let's Get This Show On The Road!
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Getting my ass into gear
It's a bit ironic (in a messed up way) that I started making my own site right before this stuff started really going down. I'm done with the bulk of the work I need to do on my website, and I'll update it whenever I feel I need to. I also started reaching out to different NSFW artists and game devs to see if they wanna be put on my site. I feel like I'm being annoying, but I'm trying my best to be polite. I might start making some pages for NSFW games as well, and possibly mine just so that I have a template for people who don't have a game page because it got taken down by Steam or Itch. It'd only be for free games and demos, cause figuring out financial stuff is a bit out of what I'm able to do at the moment.
Back to the games
Since everything is set up on my end, I want to focus on finishing my update for Chihiro's Vore Harem. Over the month or so after releasing Welcome To Oasis' 0.3 update; I spent a lot of time working on the UI for Chihiro's Vore Harem, and making it feel more like a Danganronpa game. There's a few quirks I want to figure out eventually, but the hard stuff is done. It feels way different than the 0.3 release, and is closer to how I wanted it to be when I started working on it. Hopefully, this and Welcome to Oasis can show people that Ren'Py is more powerful as a game engine than they think.
As said before, I have that translation discord server, so the next Chihiro's Vore Harem update will have a Latin American Spanish translation thanks to a couple volunteers.
I'm also going use some of the things I learned for WTO's 0.3 update to add a bunch of CGs. It's not going to be as extensive as WTO's 0.3 update, because the UI changes were already a huge effort on my part.
Story-wise, I'm expanding on the Mukuro and Mikan routes. I'm also adding a Tokomaru route because I replayed Ultra Despair Girls and I love how cute Toko and Komaru are together. I'm also adding Junko, because she's really fun to write.
Fighting burnout
I'm glad that I'm cycling through 3 games, because I'm starting to feel some burnout with CVH. Though I'm getting excited to work on Dream Diver again, and I've been playing through Kingdom Hearts 3 for the first time recently, cause the series is an inspiration for Dream Diver. I'll probably replay the Psychonauts games because they're another big inspiration for Dream Diver. The name Sasha is a reference to Sasha Nein, but I don't think I realized that when I made her a couple years back lol.
If I keep the updates monthly and keep leap frogging from game to game, hopefully I won't get too burnt out and I can consistently release stuff. I'm not the type of person to be laser focused on one thing, I get distracted. I'll try my best so things can start to progress soon, and I appreciate everyone who's been patient with me.
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September 26th, 2025 - 12:46am
She Speaks!
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Hey there!
I wanted to set up a blog on my site so that people can check in regularly without needing to figure out how to find non-game posts on Itch. I'd actually made this site because I wanted a space for my stuff that was able to be how I saw fit. I spent a couple days really trying to figure out the basics of HTML, and I'm still learning.
With the stuff regarding payment processors recently, I realized my decision couldn't have come at a better time. From how many visits my site has been getting, I realized that I could use that traffic to showcase people. I also wanted to have a list of different NSFW artists and games.
One of my friends actually had their game (Shuichi's Vore Adventure) removed from Itch, and I posted it on the list with a link to the MEGA download. I realized that it might be a good idea to make basic landing pages for the games. It wouldn't take that much effort, and I feel like it would be a good way to show what a game's like if it's not on Itch, Steam, or any other platform.
The only things I don't allow is stuff with generative AI material, stuff that's hate speech, and stuff that's illegal. I believe that art is an extension of the human soul, and art is human expression. Art should be uncomfortable and gross and confusing, because people are. To act like art should be completely pure and devoid of "degeneracy" is to turn your back on the human condition.
Why won't I allow generative AI?
I won't accept generative AI because the goal of its usage is to make people not rely on their brains, to turn themselves and their desires over to companies and people in charge. The people funding AI don't want to you wonder, explore, question things, or think for yourself. They want you to ask the magic answer creator what you should do. They want you to rely on a program that can be manipulated and told to spit out lies. It's not okay just because it does something you like.
However, people can change their minds on stuff. We have to really push back against people using it, and ask if they really don't want to think for themselves anymore.
When AI started to be popularized in early 2023, I freaked out because I could see what was coming. Now you have people asking chatGPT to decide everything for them. It's not hard to look up and see people's brains getting fried because they were overly trustworthy of AI chatbots and took its word as the truth, encouraging horrible decisions.
Recently I saw an ad on the Chuck-E-Cheese Twitter that was an AI-generated video with a number of children in it, and something seems insanely fucked up about being able to generate videos of children that look 99.99% realistic. It's not the 1980's anymore. Stuff can look REAL now, and that's terrifying.
Why won't I allow hate speech?
"But Dessy, if you don't allow this, aren't you being a hypocrite?" It can be easy to go "We need to hear other people out. They might just be misinformed." We need to cut hatred at the root when we can. We need to create spaces that don't tolerate intolerance. When bad actors and malicious people are able to freely speak without being questioned or pushed back on, then they take control of everything. This political landscape is the result of people as a whole going "I don't want to cause problems. I don't want to be mean. If I do that I'll be just as bad as them."
It's people saying "Technically I'm not breaking any rules, I'm not hurting anyone, I just want discussion. It's not censoring art, it's protecting people from being inspired by it to do horrible things. I'm not bigoted, I just don't think children should be exposed to that. I don't hate trans people, I just think that trans women are at an unfair advantage in sports." It harkens back to the days when people said that black people had a genetic disposition to being violent and aggressive (as if that sentiment has gone away).
If you humor these people, and take what they say as fact, they'll hurt people. They'll make accepting spaces into ghost towns. The goal is to upset people, divert attention from positive change, and divide people. At this point, it's too late to "hear them out". Doing that is the reason why we're in this mess.
We need be firm about creating spaces that ACTUALLY accept people, not just accept whatever you find aesthetically appealing. We can't discriminate based on people being "weird". If someone just wants to exist and their stuff is just weird, then they should be able to. Weird people should be able to exist, because the alternative is everyone being exactly the same: An uncanny Pleasantville where nothing bad ever happens, because every bit of humanity that doesn't align with the status quo is snubbed out.
What's next for this site?
Over the next few weeks, I want to try learning more stuff related to coding in HTML, CSS, and possibly some Javascript as well. I want to keep the site basic and not too flashy, because I know that some people don't have good internet. I want to try keeping it small, but with enough personality to show that it's mine.
I have a lot of ideas for things to come. For example, if the games / artists lists get big enough then I'd make subpages for game genres or artist mediums. Also figuring out how to code in a more streamlined way, using CSS styles to make the banner / sidebar consistent.
If you're interested in being featured on my artists or games list, then a guide is on each respective page.
Onto the game stuff!
I spent a few weeks COMPLETELY overhauling Chihiro's Vore Harem's menus, so now it looks and feels a lot closer to the Danganronpa games. I'm done with the majority of the coding bits, and am focusing on writing. What I plan to add in this update is adding a Tokomaru route, adding Junko & Komaru, and expanding on the Mukuro and Mikan routes. I also plan on adding some more CGs, because I've learned a lot concerning using Koikatsu when I did the Welcome to Oasis 0.3 update.
Also! I decided to set up a translator discord because a number of people have offered in the past, and it would be better if I had it all done in one place. If you're interested, go on over to the translations page for info! I want to be able to reach people, and I don't want to just focus on English speaking countries. My goal is to make my art accessible to people, and translations are a huge way to do that.
I really appreciate everyone who's been patient with me and has stuck around despite it all. Life's been rough, and I want to try making things better. If I can save at least one person, then everything will be worth it.
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